**Thursday, March 17, 2005*
Mi piace disegno!!!!
Are you Addicted? :P
ANYWHO, Spring Break starts tomorrow (unofficially). No afternon class, just work at night. Work is getting more fun. The people that is. Last night Ashley and I went to Denny's after work and just hung out and had food. It was lots of fun. She's a punk, lol. Just like meeee~ We exchanged phone numbers, so hopefully we'll hang out more.
I'm feeling better about the semester again. I did really well on my Italian midterm... only a few small mistakes. Mostly spelling. This next week during break I'm gonna take the time to catch back up on everything so that this last month is a breeze. Gonna go see my advisor tomorrow to talk about my last year. LAST YEAR! YAAAAH!!! I'll graduate in almost a year from now! WHOOOO! Go me~ :D
So friday was my 21st birthday, and NO I did not go get drunk, or do the Pearl Street Crawl. Just went out to eat... a lot. Got several nice buzzes. Pretty much just relaxed and had some fun. YAY~
Tonight I'm attending a lecture for Xtra Credit for my Stats class. It sounds really interesting though. Sex Gender and Race etc. I like that kinda stuff. Afterwards I'm just gonna crash though. Only two classes tomorrow... and one of them is just a show and tell (in Italian though). But hey. I can't think of anything else to 'show' except my sketch book and comic aspirations, so I'll probably do that. Yes. :D
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06:09 p.m. **Thursday, March 10, 2005*
Am I nuts or what?
Yes, it is nearly 4 am on Thursday. Why am I up you ask? I was so good at going to bed right at Midnight, or earlier, keeping up with homework, etc. WEEEELLLL I hit that mid-semester slump. The feeling that it all needs to be over is rushing through my veins. ONLY ONE MORE YEAR. Make it all end!!!!!!!
So I'm up so late TONIGHT because I'm doing the HW I put off for a week. Tomorrow I have to turn in Stats CHPT 7-10 (done), take a Stats midterm (studied), take 1/2 an Italian midterm (haven't studied, but know material), then turn in my Service Learning paper/Journal in WMST 3100 (almost done with journals. Haven't finished paper). So yah. That's just for tomorrow. Friday I have the rest of the Italian midterm, and another paper due in WMST 2400 on a book I haven't finished reading yet. EW. Thank GOD I don't have a Biology test coming up, cuz I need to do good on the next one and if it were this week there is no way I'd have time to study.
Alas, most of this last-minute work is my fault, and I know that. I'm hoping for the last month-ish I'll be able to stay on track and get it all over with. I need to remember to meet with my advisor sometime this next month about classes next semester. Yah~
Anywho, just felt like taking a study break. Gotta finish my journals, then churn out a paper based on them. Once the paper gets started hopefully it'll only take 20 minutes. So if I get cracking NOW, I should be done by 5 am or so... get 3-4 hours of sleep, then get up to GO to my stats test. lol Here's to almost all-nighters cuz I played the part of dumb procrastinating college student.
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03:56 a.m. **Tuesday, March 8, 2005*
LEGAL? I THINK SO!!!!
Well if you couldn't tell, my damned server decided to run out on me and NOT LET ME KNOW. I have NO IDEA if she's gonna fucking renew the account, but despite all my messages she won't FUCKING TALK TO ME. I didn't think she could be any less considerate than she already had, but apparently her maturity (or lack thereof) has her trapped in a state of "I'm not talking to you. *nyah*". Whatever. I have no respect left for her. Sorry to say.
Anywho, I'm actually in a pretty good mood despite my worry at all the things I have to do this week. But it is indeed my own fault, for I've finally officially slacked off. And stopped sleeping as often. Alas, I will blame my own self, OkCupid.com, and the people who I have fun conversing with late at night.
Well I just wanted to throw an update up here. FRIDAY IS MY 21st BIRTHDAY! After classes I'm driving down to CoSpgs to have dinner with family/twin sister and celebrate. And after that I'm going out with Chris and Sarah where we (minus Sarah) will order drinks and make not too drunken fools of ourselves. I've got a lot of stuff due this week as well... midterms, papers, so on so forth, so ending the week with being able to drink legally will be fun~ YAY
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03:49 p.m. **Tuesday, March 1, 2005*
Getting by
My motivation experienced a huge DIE OFF this last week or two. I'm finding myself catching up a lot instead of doing it all on time, but at least I think I'm getting back on track. Trying to make it to the gym at least 4 times a week, work, etc. I would write more, but I really need to get to bed. I've been staying up too late recently and I really wanna change that. Go back to being in bed by midnight each night and all.
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12:42 a.m. **Friday, February 18, 2005*
Feeling Too Much
Once again, I am stuck feeling too much. It's that once or twice a year thing that happens (i.e. rare) where every thing seems to feel like it's unescapable. Even when I'm getting things done I feel unproductive. The things going on aren't bad, just different, and the real problem comes back to haunt me because it's similar to what it always is.
In the end, I just feel emotionally vulnerable and alone. There's nothing I can do to change those feelings, cuz even being out and talking about it doesn't make it go away. I always tell people to deal with the issues, otherwise they just build up inside. But what do you do if you can't do anything to fix it? What action do you take when there's no answer? I guess for now it's just gonna be go get some food alone, and think more. Maybe it's just the hunger causing all these painful thoughts.
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10:19 p.m. **Wednesday, February 16, 2005*
Amazing how life passes on
Isn't it though? Life just moves on with so many changes. We become such different people from who we were.
After a mention from my mother about a friend from elementary school, I took it upon myself to track her down. Lo and behold it was easier than I thought. One of my best friends from 3rd grade, Kat Roblez, was on facebook. WOW. Amazing how closely connected people can be yet so far removed.
Finality finally closed in on a few family issues. My sister is taking a break from College. Dropping for the semester to get herself back on track emotionally and physically. Family has also decided to pick up and move back to California. This summer. I already knew they wanted to move, but it was more of a possible future concept than immediate.
Amidst the pains of deciding to move and having my sister drop school, my Aunt called me to discuss it all. She worries about my mothers position within it all, and the fate she's subscribing herself to. She thought of me as a more level-headed informant than my mother, so we talked for a while about everything going on. We plan to keep in touch, and hopefully help support my mom and relieve her of the choices she feels are inevitable.
So with my turning 21 (soon)comes a new chapter within our lives. Blah. We'll see how I do this last year of college without any base support nearby (or free laundry for that matter). I won't have any more reasons to go to the Springs, or at least any place to stay. It's strange to think about.
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12:34 a.m. **Saturday, February 12, 2005*
I've fallen in love
Keane's song "Somewhere Only We Know" from the Album 'Hopes and Fears'. I know it may not be recent, but it is my new love. Absolutely beautiful song.
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
My second love is theme parties. Kelsey is throwing a "Cheap Love" Party tonight, in honor of the lameness that is Valentines Day *blah*. Except instead of loving happiness, we're all dressing as whores and pimps. Hey, you get love where you can, right? LMAO
I'll post pictures if I get any. Haha should be fun.
GAHHHH!! My desk chair just broke! My purple one! NOOOO! Well at least I work at Office MAX and can get a discount on a new one. Crap.
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05:57 p.m. **Sunday, February 6, 2005*
day glo pink
I've been spending the last month working hard to keep up with all my classes, as well as work at OfficeMax and relax when at all possible. Suffice to say I've had a lot of reading for classes and have thereby been very busy. THAT, Mel, is why YOU can't whine at me for not updating. At least I have a good excuse :P I've even been doing all my statistics homework, and as you know I HATE and am bad at math of all kinds.
Sick of this layout already. I want something more fun, colorful, and simply different. I'm thinking 1980's? Orrrr... Rejection Awareness Day? We'll see. I'm feeling the need for pink and crayons. I'm also feeling frustration at my printer for not printing when I tell it too. Excuse me while I go scream at it.
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08:49 p.m. **Thursday, January 6, 2005*
Happy Ending
2004 is over (punctuated by the most boring night of my life) and 2005 has rollen in. It couldn't have been a better end to 2004 (besides the boring night :P).
The year ended with 3 'B's in college, a great Christmas, moving into an apartment with JUST Michelle, having great friends wish me well (at least the friends that mattered most to me, i.e. Michelle, Melissa, Taylor, Sarah, Gregg), I've got a job (= $$$$), and I got a pedicure. Yes. Bright red toenails. Hehe.
Then again 2005 hasn't been off to the best of starts. While I still get to spend plenty of time with Michelle and we are extremely happy together (in a completely non-lesbian kind of way), a few downers occured. First of all, my car battery died. Pair that new battery with the ball-joints I need to have replaced, replacing the oil cables, getting an oil change, replacing the cable that pops my hood open (which was damaged when I had my car TOWED), etc so on and so forth, and we're looking at a little over $1000 in repairs. *SOB* Not to mention the extra money spent on re-installing cable, then groceries and the few missing pieces needed for the house... oh and TWO replaced refrigerators within a week... plus the freezing cold weather and my need to take the bus or walk every where... YEAH. If it weren't for me being so happy at home with 'Chelle, I'd be crying myself to sleep every night. OH did I mention the $350 worth of credit card bills for the holidays? ALL OF YOU WHO GOT PRESENTS FROM ME BETTER FEEL VERY VERY ASHAMED FOR PUTTING ME IN DEBT (a debt that will luckily only last a month). Hahaha yay.
MELISSA ERIN SUAREZ. If you read this (which I doubt you'll do anytime soon)! I am very frustrated with you! You didn't renew your P.O. Box like you said you were going to! I just got a letter BACK in the mail today I had sent you exactly a month ago. You know what that means? The damned $12 I spent sending you that package for Christmas was a waste. Cuz the stupid package is gonna come BACK to me. BOOOOOO! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Damned woman.
Right. Well it was a long night at work, full of mopping... and counting money that will never belong to me. Time to go to bed so I can wake up tomorrow and do it all over again. But hooray for paychecks!
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11:13 p.m. **Saturday, December 11, 2004*
Trying to take it slow
Five nights of Hannukah have passed so far. Thankfully I'm able to spend this weekend at home studying instead of working my ass off at OfficeMax. Finals end Tuesday for me, which is also the day I go back to work. Gotta make up for time lost.
The break is gonna be SO nice this year. Just relaxing, but still working so I'll feel productive. I can finish all those books and video games sitting around, take the time to really go out with my friends, and finally clean the house. Hehe. Michelle and I plan to spend some day next week after finals just cleaning the whole house from top to bottom. Well minus Kris' room. And then when Hannukah is over we plan to decorate Michelle's small fern-like plant as our Christmas tree. With paper decorations though, since it won't hold any weight. Haha.
Michelle and I already exchanged Christmas gifts - we were just too excited, so it's been considered a Hannukah exchange. I gave her a real pretty hand-crafted necklace with some kind of amber stone in it, and she got me adorable angel monkey pajamas from aeropostale. They're so cute and comfy! I'm wearing them now~ hehe YAY MICHELLE! We're the best. I love living with you dude.
Well all my stress hasn't left yet, but some of it feels like it's taking a step back. Then again it's not Sunday yet. lol Sunday I have to wake up early cuz my goal is to have my WMST paper written by noon so I can focus on Bio the rest of the day. I've got the research done pretty much, so the paper shouldn't take more than a few hours once I sit down to really do it. Theeeen Bio, which I'm gonna work hard on. I know my limit in that class, so I'm not expecting a lot, but I at least wanna get through all the material for my own sake. Monday will be really nice cuz all I have to study is Cognition and Perception, and I really like that class and am doing well in it.
Off to bed with my lame self, so that I can wake up early and rested to finish off my evil weekend of productivity. Although I'm feeling a sudden urge to go back and look over the original action/adventure story Mel and I started a few years ago...
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11:51 p.m. **Thursday, December 9, 2004*
Not enough...
... time. sleep. Yes it's 6:30 in the morning. Did I get up this early, you ask? ME, who is notorious for sleeping in past lunch, and waking up last minute before classes? Of course not! Why, I've been up ALL NIGHT. I did manage one hour of sleep between 4 and 5 AM, but all day it's been work work work. I was hit on tuesday with the realization that my WMST 3900 research paper was due on Thursday, not the following Tuesday like I had thought. To make things better, my plan had been to finish the research during this week so I could write the paper on the weekend.
So Tuesday night I'm scrambling to finish my research... and I discover the source I got from the Norlin Library are USELESS. Wednesday between class and work I scrambled to the Boulder Public Library and managed to find two books that saved my research. I then spent all afternoon and night (between work) reading through the sources and watching the documentary on Maya Lin. A little after midnight and my research was done. Time to start writing the paper @_@. So for the last several hours I have been slowly writing my 10-15 page research paper. I'm at 8 pages so far, and I think my conclusion will wrap up those last two pages just fine. I hate being at the minimum 10 pages, but I don't think I can mentally function on a level where I can churn out more than I have. I can't wait till this paper is done and I can just SLEEP. Granted I have to be awake to turn it in this afternoon, and this morning for the last day of Italian, but eh.
I wish I could sleep the day away, but today is the only day I have to study for my Italian Final tomorrow. So as much as I need the sleep I have to do our last take-home quiz tonight, then study my ass off for Italian. So AFTER my Italian final on friday morning I'll have the chance to sleep.
Hannukah started on Tuesday, and it would usually be a joyous holiday except for the fact that I am alone for the Holiday... and that I have the painful stress of work and Finals on top of it. I can't wait till next wednesday when it's all over and all I have to worry about is work and relaxation. I need relaxation. I have the feeling the month we get for winter break will not be enough.
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06:37 a.m. **Sunday, November 28, 2004*
icky
I'm a little frustrated right now. I've been looking for the thermometer all over our apartment but I can't find it. I really want to check my temperature. Per usual of the last two weeks or so I don't feel good. I slept in till 3 o'clock this afternoon. Ugh. I wish I had gotten up earlier so I had more time to work on my project, but eh. Not much I can do about it. Who knew my body would stay in what I have decided to call a 'Snow Coma' for so long. And it's been snowing all evening still. Isn't supposed to stop till maybe tomorrow. There's several inches outside, which is gonna make going to class in the morning a bitch. Well, my hands are freezing and I'm a little hungry, so off to make some dinner and heat my hands over the stove.
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07:08 p.m. **Saturday, November 27, 2004*
Break
I want school to be over. Forever. I want to be done with college. I want to be living in a nice apartment either alone (well with my cat) or with a roommate I get along with splendidly. I want to have a career, free weekends, free nights, no homework, and a paycheck that will make this years Holiday spending seem like a walk in a park instead of a dried up drought.
See what breaks do to me? And I didn't even get to enjoy HALF my break. Just thanksgiving day. Worked Black Friday, worked all saturday, and the last day of my break will be spent on a project I was signed up for default to present on Tuesday (Didn't make it to class cuz I was feeling sick, so didn't get to choose my own presentation time.). Sick. UGH. TWICE this week I've woken up feeling so nauseous and like I needed to throw up that I just wanted to cry. Did I throw up? No. It would have made me feel much better though. Was running a fever of 100 thanksgiving night. Today my head hurts. I hate this, cuz until I'm sick enough to merit heavy medication there's no point in going to the doctor. I know, I've tried every year and all I get is "Well come back when you're sicker so that we can give you medicine to do something about it." Dumb doctors. Need to invent medicine for PREVENTION of sicknesses, not just treatment. And I mean things like the common cold or a sinus infection, not the flu.
It's late. Well amidst all the working it feels late, though I suppose 11 pm isn't that bad. It's freezing. Snow outside and below freezing. I just wanna curl up with some hot chocolate or soup (neither which I can afford) and read my comics I bought (that I shouldn't have bought cuz my credit card bill doesn't deserve the shame). Time to go do something though. I'm still sitting here warmly in my work clothes. Too cold to change out of them. But I will anyways. Mmm relaxation. The only time I get to do that this whole thanksgiving break. Screw you OMAX and WMST for ruining my weekend.
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11:03 p.m. **Monday, November 15, 2004*
Fire and Ice
Some say the world will end in fire
Some say in ice
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire
But if I had to perish twice
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also good
And would suffice
* Robert Frost
Somewhat uneventful weekend. Alghough I have caught the Christmas shopping bug. Did some laundry, did some research for my WMST papers, did some NOTHING. I need to get back in the habit of going to bed early. On that note, I'm going to go put away the last of my laundry then go to bed. Just wanted to get this new layout up. Not exciting or that pretty, but it fits my wintery mood. I'll probably change it again come Christmas.
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01:29 a.m. **Saturday, November 6, 2004*
Daylight?
I have not seen much daylight in the last two days. Lol I've ended up staying up late for one reason or another (studying, watching movies, etc) and spent most my days napping. Was awake to study for about an hour on Friday, then take a test. Rest of the day was spent sleeping or it was dark outside. Today I was awake long enough to go to the bank this morning then eat breakfast. Slept all afternoon. Woke up when it was dark. I am determined to not sleep all day tomorrow. I WILL see daylight! Plus I have to study and do laundry. lol
Mmm but I think my test went well in cognition and perception (psych). I studied hard for it, and I always go to that class. Answers should be online by monday at the latest, if not tomorrow. I pray for a B+! or A! Well that test was one reason I stayed up late this week. The other reason is someone very special <3 I will go into more detail when I have more definite details to explain. For now we'll just say I've been preoccupied with a certain someone ;) And if no one gets any hints from that, you're dumb. lol
Well I'm feeling awfully wide awake. Kinda wishing the sun was shining to accompany my alertness, but meh. Gonna do some Bio reading/studying if I can muster up the energy. Really tempted to just sit and watch movies, but I know that will just make me feel more lazy than I already do after sleeping all day.
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Ooh joined
Facebook btw. Kris just has this way of making things sound like a good idea, no matter how stalker-ish it is. Tsk tsk.
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10:02 p.m. **Thursday, November 4, 2004*
taking time
Voting is over. Election is over. I voted early and made sure my voice was heard, but despite that the voices of others were heard better. Bush is president for another four years. I'm not angry, like I thought I would be, but instead feeling very cautious. There are many reasons I didn't vote for him, and now I feel like I'll have to watch the evil consequences of all those issues play out here in what is supposed to be a 'Free' America. All I can say is I hope he does things differently than he did these last four years.
I'm finally feeling like I've fallen back into my productivity with school. October was a really down month for me, but here I am at 1 a.m. reading for a test that isn't for a few more days. I vow to do well these last two months and not let work or personal issues get in the way.
Speaking of personal issues, I never really worked out the ones I had before, but with time they always feel less important or in need of less attention. Sure I'm still frustrated, or in a corner with a few things, but taking time for myself and for just thinking makes me feel more secure. I've also made many new friends, especially from work, so now I have a social life that extends from Yockey Apartments.
Someone I was looking forward to seeing today was injured in a motorcycle accident and all of a sudden I found my motherly and loyal side kicking in. Just to clarify for all and any of you who consider yourselves my friends... I am ALWAYS here if you need me. At any time. Even if you just need a hug and it's 3 a.m. Call me. Some of you have excercised this and know I'll come running. I'll always listen, even if you feel like you're whining. I'll help best I can, give hugs, talk through the issues, even just hold you or spend the night if you feel lonely. And I mean that all in complete utter seriousness. Because I follow the golden rule of do unto others as you would have others do unto you. I want the security of knowing someone will always be there if I need them, so no matter what I will always be there for you.
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01:07 a.m. **Tuesday, October 19, 2004*
Whichever you prefer
Hands Down. Dashboard. Good stuff. Mmmm. Crazy last few days. Just so much turmoil. Confusion. No need to really explain it all, cuz it's nothing anyone can make much sense of. Just things to think about. A lot. Gonna lay down and do some thinking... fall asleep to my thoughts cycling through my head. Not much to update you on, you being anyone who may read this. Lots of school and work as usual. Just now the added process of deep contemplation. Mmmm. I would like to interlude it with curling into someones arms and feeling like I don't need to be bothered with thinking about all these things. A feeling of protection from myself perhaps? Sometimes I feel like I do need to be protected from myself.
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11:35 p.m. **Thursday, October 14, 2004*
Flogging Molly rocks my World
Flogging Molly... they kick ass live. HOORAH It was a lot of fun! My first real concert = a success! Michelle and I had fun. Experienced near-death in a mosh-rush, bought band shirts, enjoyed good music, watched people dance like there was no tomorrow, and had an overall good time. Ahhh.
Hey... does anyone read this anymore btw? Haha I knew Kris and Mel used to.... interesting. Maybe to draw more crowds I'll have to put juicier and more scandalous material. Note to self: go do something scandalous to write about. Right. Feeling very tired yet energized. Mind is everywhere, body is complaining and begging for a nap. ALAS! Napping shall come... after Italian homework! If... I can stay awake for it. Gotta go into work... so should I be productive before work, or relax before work and be productive afterwards? I do seem to get more done in the evenings, so we'll see. This must be why no one reads my journal. It's become almost like an inner dialogue with myself that others can gaze upon. Wow. I need some hobbies.
SPEAKING OF HOBBIES! I bought the Lord of The Ring: Return of the King for my PS2! HOORAH! It's awesome. And I hate all of you who keep saying it's lame yet have never even played it. Screw you all. Keep it up and you may really piss me off. I don't care if you like it or not, just don't judge it without trying it. PAH. Time to go get some hot chocolate in honor of the cool weather... then sit and either do homework or fall asleep on the couch in the effort. Hehe~
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03:35 p.m. **Friday, October 8, 2004*
Non Lavoro !!
I don't have to work these next two days... ahhhh. FINALLY time to catch up on all the reading I have. Have an Italian test on monday. Ho essame in italiano e lunedi! Ho sonno, ho sete, ho fame!!!!!!! Lavoro e lunedi >< Non lavore? Beata te~ Yess... another Bio exam coming up as well... but at least I have time to do all this. This next week is gonna be busy. I work sunday to saturday, with only wednesday off for the FLOGGING MOLLY concert Michelle and I are going to. YAY!
Mmmmm last night at work was actually not to painfully full of... well work. Yeah we got a lot done, but I came in to work in a really overly-cheerful mood which ended up rubbing off on everybody. Came home... purposefully did NOT do my italian homework... hung out with Joe a bit... went to bed. Why is it when I have free time that so many people are busy? Everyone else was busy, and by hanging out with Joe for a little while I interrupted him writing a paper. BOO! It's friday night people! Let's get with the program! Mmm speaking of stuff... must call Taylor and see if she wants to join me in the Springs next weekend for a Tacky Party~ hehehe. Che una festa!!!
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11:14 a.m. **Sunday, October 3, 2004*
so much for fall break
Fall break is over. I didn't get nearly as much done as I planned. Didn't even finish all my laundry. Pah~
Slept in on Thursday, went to work and such. Drove home to visit parents on Friday. Ended up relaxing and going to Sukkot services at the Synagogue instead of doing homework and starting laundry. Saturday once again slept in, finally started laundry, did a liiiiittle bit of homework... Matt took me to sushi, then we went back to his place and watched Azumanga Daioh~ ^^ YAY I had fun Matt! Ended up having to drive back up to Boulder sunday morning early cuz I found out I had to work all afternoon. ><
So all in all, spent too much money, finally got to eat like a normal person, worked, did some laundry, and didn't finish nearly as much homework as I had planned. Boo~ But it was still nice having the time to relax. Even if it was kinda wasted
I found out that I lost about 6 pounds this last month and a half. Normally that would be a good thing. This time it's a bad thing. The reason I lost so much weight in such a short time is cuz I was overworking myself and not eating enough. BAD. I'm gonna try to keep this weight, but in a much healthier way. I spent the extra money to get food I could take to work and eat in 10 minutes on my break. So no more skipping dinner, or being too tired to make something.
!!! Flogging Molly is in Denver soon, and Michelle and I are gonna goooo~ YAY! Just need to buy tickets still.... was gonna do it tonight but I realized there are a bunch of extra charges, so I'm gonna try the box office instead of online. MMmmmmm feeling quite energized by the rockstar energy drink I had before. It's midnight, I'm eating dinner, and I plan to do my Italian homework too! Then go to bed. Goal is 1 am for bed. NO LATER! I will not under-sleep and over-work myself this month! Well... maybe overwork, but I'll sleep enough to make up for it! And no skipping dinner cuz of work or sleeping through lunch!!! Molto thanks to Michelle for buying me a MASS of granola bars from Sams club. Breakfast for a month! YAY!
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11:54 p.m. **Friday, October 1, 2004*
Feeling Energized
Feeling quite energized right now. For one we finally got the roommate frustration out in the open. Not much to do now, since it's fall break. We'll see how it goes afterwards. I GOT TO SLEEP IN TODAY! Came home from work last night, watched 'South Park : Bigger, Longer, Uncut", then went to bed at midnight. Slept in till 1 pm. AHHH~
Today as a result of sleeping in, was very relaxing. Took a nice loooong hot shower. Mmmmmmmm~ took the time to do girly primping crap and all. Mmmm was comfy. Then just sat and read (not for class~) before I went to work. Even work wasn't too bad. We got out at a decent time, thanks to Amy zoning before she left. Hoorah~ Came home, cleaned up all my messes (except dishes) then just chatted online. HALLELUAH FOR FALL BREAK!!!!! Getting a paycheck tomorrow and going home to visit the rents, who have btw decided they're gonna pay off the mortgage next year and move back to CA once I graduate college. Shock. But good. Mmmm have to call Matt and make him make good on the whole taking me out to sushi. I get to do laundry too. I have sooooo much laundry to do. I've put it off for a whole month. Time for bed so I can get up tomorrow early enough to shower, pick up my paycheck, pack, and drive 'home'.
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01:56 a.m. **Monday, September 27, 2004*
frustrated
Very frustrated. Many things going on. So many things just not working out. Tonight's gonna be a big night I forsee~ and it's gonna make the semester either much much better or much much worse. Italian is part of the problem. Work is another. Roommates as well. Hopefully no friendships will be put on the line (at least any of mine). I wonder what tomorrow shall bring...
good news - got my little box of info back and working. All it took was archiving my past entries... ^^;
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